I’ve never been married… because no one gave me a reason to believe in it.

No matter how much you love someone, when the effort you give is not reciprocated, leave.

Stay where you’re appreciated, not tolerated.

Love should not be forced.

It will be hard, yet with time you will heal. And when you finally heal, you will discover how ordinary the person is.

It was your love that made the person important.

Nomadic Soul Seeker

Love and Light friends… Love and Light ❤️

It’s a fearful thing… to love what death can touch.

A fearful thing to open up.

It’s not just a human thing, it’s a holy thing…

To love what death has touched ❤️

There is really only one truth.

So many nights I looked up at the moon remembering our fire nights together.

I was so in love with you Shreky.

Problem was… I didn’t love myself and because of that I didn’t have boundaries.

Looking back I see how you never really loved me.

I made it all up in my head and heart.

No one that truly loves another would have said the things you said to me. Done the things you did to me. Always searching and flirting with other women. Hiding me. Never introducing me to anyone. Never taking me anywhere.

My gosh… I thought you hung the moon and that I was lucky to know you.

Now, I know I was lucky to meet you.

I had to look within myself to see how much I needed to love myself. Without your presence in my life I would not have seen how toxic a human can be towards my soul.

Sadly, You didn’t hang the moon… the moon I sat crying under for over three years… that comforted me in a dream that wasn’t real.

You were lost. Like me.

I can’t blame you for being lost, for I was lost too when we met.

Difference was… I wanted to be found.

You wanted me to get lost.

You were my fears of loving to deeply.

You made me believe I was wrong all the time in my own emotions and that I was crazy in not trusting you. I wasn’t trusting you. I was trusting myself. My own heart. Trusting my love for you.

Oh how I wished you could have seen your part in our crazy relationship and that we could have sat down and just talked real. That you could have trusted ME that much.

You were the darkness that put out my light.

I could no longer see who you truly were, as you changed so often and quickly. I became a mirror for you. I lost myself reflecting to you what you said you wanted.

I grew to understand that you were sent to me so that I could understand what love really is.

Love of myself.

You are YOU.

My twin flame.

My opposite love.

Goodbye ❤️

I no longer see you as someone to be with my love, but as the sadness that came from my love

Yet I still and always will….love you.

Never force a relationship.

Sometimes it’s better to move on, than to hold on to a person who doesn’t understand who you truly are. Unfortunately there will be times where your absence will teach you what your presence cannot.

You need to stop breaking your own heart in trying to make a relationship work that clearly isn’t meant to work to begin with.

You can’t force someone to genuinely care about you.

You can’t force someone to be faithful to you.

You can’t force someone to be the person you need them to be.

The truth is, sometimes the person you want the most is the same person you would be best without.

You have got to understand some things are meant to come into your life, just not meant to stay.

Everything that you do to show love, you have to be by careful, not to lose yourself by trying to fix what should never been there in the first place. You can’t get the relationship you need from someone who’s not ready to reciprocate the love you give to them.

I know it’s hard when you meet someone and your heart feels, that’s the person you could spend an eternity with, and you start to accept that they are not that person you thought they needed to be.

And no matter how many times you cry yourself to sleep at night, you will eventually heal from your previous relationship and find the one you have always longed for. Your future will now bring an understanding of why things didn’t work out in your previous relationships.

One thing I have learned throughout the years, is “It is better to be single than to be in a relationship settling for less.”

If they see you as an option, then they don’t deserve to be a priority in your life.

Never chase someone who’s not chasing you.

Simply put, you will be hurt. Deeply.

Peace, Love and Light

Nomadic Soul Seeker.

Still seeking ❤️

What scares me the most these days in dating.. is knowing how easily you are replaced.

Makes me question “what love is… a floating moment we hold on to?”

Seriously… why bother anymore.

I guess life is a scenario of many for some and only one for others.

I don’t fit in … not in this life of dating.

People block others on social media for so many reasons, yet do they understand the devaluation that is attached to it?

The one who is blocked goes through a series of emotional pain.

It is purely emotional abuse.

When someone says they care and then completely hides you from their real world… run!!! Run hard and fast!

They have to much to hide and are showing you the abuse you are allowing to happen!

Don’t get sucked in!

They are hiding you for a reason!

Know your damn worth!

They cannot be trusted! Open your eyes and awaken yourself ❤️

Love is not filled with secrets.

Love… shows you off!

Peace, Love and Light

Nomad Soul Seeker

Stop it! Just stop. Please stop.

Love yourself more

Love is the only way out through the darkness.

Words cannot express what loneliness can do to a person.

The aching inside wishing to be seen and heard… understood.

Loved.

Surrounded by people, yet, alone. Makes life even more lonely.

When you are by yourself and alone, it’s different.

Tolerable.

To be misunderstood or dare I say… to different for this world today… old school, leaves me fighting to be my true self.

The challenges of dating, friendships, relationships, and forming a close connect to anyone has me feeling like I am the outcast.

Following the conformities of the world today is not something I seem to be able to task.

So I stay alone.

Alone in silence within myself… until I find that one person that understands me.

The wait is worth it… the heartbreaks in the search however… is changing me.

I’m not ok.

I’m starving … for love. Yet not desperate.

For connection.

If you have EVER felt like this…. Reach out! Let’s work through it… TOGETHER ❤️

Peace, love, and light.

You are not alone.

I am overwhelmed with emotions.

It’s the screaming in pain, yelling from rooms for help, the long waits for help, the smell of urine and unheld bowels, the dark rooms, the sadness and loneliness, no one visits, the look in their eyes of helplessness and hope disappearing.

I am overwhelmed to say the least.

I am drowning in one of the darkest places I have ever been.

The loneliness bestowed on me. Watching, yet knowing, it’s a natural process.

Watching life being stolen every single day a little more.

I know I will be the one in the end that says goodbye. The one who finds them.

I’ve been prepared for this, trained in fact, to say goodbye to everyone I have ever loved. Trained for this very moment in time my ENTIRE life.

Now I understand my role in life. Everything was for this reason.

I had to say goodbye to the one person in my life I had been waiting to meet. He was the biggest lesson I needed to learn before this finally stage I am nearing. I thought he was my forever. I loved him from my soul.

I was wrong.

I have always feared love because of those goodbyes. Yet here I am… still fighting that battle.

He did not feel the same towards me.

So I had to say goodbye when my parents needed me. That goodbye ripped my heart up.

No one knows but me how that hurt my soul. How it changed me.

Knowing I won’t win this battle.

My war right now is a battle within myself.

Learning to say goodbye.

Love only hurts because of the goodbyes.

So yes, I am trying.

Trying to learn to love differently.

Without attachment.

This place. This dark place.

Makes me question love to a whole new level.

I have never felt so isolated and so alone in my entire life.

I lost my best friend. The one man I let in.

Now I’m watching the slowest death of all, alone.

Entirely Alone

The quality of life …of my parents.

Everything stolen.

Learning how EACH and EVERY MOMENT is a GIFT!

Peace, Love and light my beautiful friends!

Love may have goodbyes , but if it doesn’t… maybe it is soul love?

Sometimes we wish we could go back in time and revisit where/who we once felt something that has touched our soul. The past is the past however, we must continue moving forward. For if the past is no longer in our present, it wasn’t meant to stay. Start with today… making new memories in the moment.

Everything has its cycles. If what we once cherished is gone, let it go. There is a reason it is no longer with you. Trust that and move forward.

The past is not the present, nor is it your future.

Peace, love and light my loves ❤️

I know it is hard to let go of those we love… but if they love you, truly love YOU, they wouldn’t be in the past, they would be part of your right now. ❤️

Live for now.

Don’t mistake love for what was a lesson to grow and learn 💛

Everyone has broken parts that we need to work through. It is quite beautiful that we all share something in common!

Be gentle to yourself and others. We ALL need a bit of compassion while we work through our shit.

Broken IS beautiful ❤️

Peace, Love, and Light friends!

Love every single part of yourself!

Nomadic Soul Seeker

No matter what your heart feels for someone, if it is not reciprocated, the “relationship” will not work. No matter how much you want it to, or how much love you hold for them.

You will always be replaceable if their heart is not loving yours. It’s a transaction that takes two people.

Your heart already knows this truth, so stop. Just stop and believe what they show you. Not through YOUR lens, but through THEIRS!

Yes, it will hurt like hell letting them go!

You are worthy of the love you give. So stop, and let them go. They don’t see the value you hold. They had their opportunity to show you where you fit in their world. They have shown you!

BELIEVE THAT REALITY.

Stop thinking that is love! It absolutely is NOT!

It’s called trauma bonded! 💔

Who is right for you won’t EVER make you question your place!

Peace, Love and Light beautiful souls ❤️

Sometimes we hide to feel safe from others. Never coming out from under the bridge to explore life. We wait, until someone safe comes to guide us out and show us… we can trust and love again.

It really starts with trusting ourself and loving ourself… so we see what is healthy for us and what is lurking out from under the bridge.

When we get to lonely, is when we usually make the biggest mistakes in trusting the wrong people to protect our hearts.

A lesson only we can fix within by letting go of people that lurk but don’t have any intentions of protecting us and loving us… it starts within.

Peace, love and light friends.

The most humbling place to recognize within yourself… is when you don’t bring peace to someone you love and you know you have to let them go.

For both their sake… and you own. ❤️

Who we allow in to entertain our time, heart, soul and life can affect our happiness.

Choose wisely!

We don’t choose who our hearts love but we must choose to love ourselves more than those that are disrupters of our own happiness.

It is imperative to understand that happiness comes with strong boundaries that protect our mind, body and soul.

Know your worth… let go of people that make you question where you stand in their life.

If they don’t know where to put you in their heart…you have all the answers you need.

Let them go. They are disrupting your peace. ❤️

Peace, Love and Light friends!

Nomadic Soul Seeker

Life is such a beautiful journey., unraveling who we are, what are dreams are, where we want life to take us at each phase throughout our life, who we should allow in to become part of our journey or not.

Life is a never ending journey of growth and love.

Sometimes we can get overwhelmed, confused, even lost in who we are and what is going on in the world, and how it affects our path.

Those are the times when we must remember to put on the rose colored glasses and just live! Live for the moment and take a break from all that swirls around us like a tornado. Threatening to destroy all the hard work we have done to get to each place we discover within.

To stop and remember/reflect the smallest of joy that brings us soul happiness! Put those glasses on when life becomes “to much”. Look from within the accomplishments, love and hard work you have done and just sit back and reap your own rewards.

Balance is so important! It’s the natural consistency life offers. Yes, it is hard but when you take breaks to see the beauty of all it offers… the rose colored glasses can allow in the magic of the moment to appreciate…just where you are at this moment in life.

Embrace it and stand proud! You are a bright, beautiful gift. There is always beauty to everything dark. That’s the natural process. Without the dark you will not appreciate the beauty.

Peace, Love and Light my friends ✌️❤️

Enjoy life from all perspectives 😊

Nomadic Soul Seeker

I am a wonderer. Searching for the quiet place to believe in what is lost in me. To believe that I am enough… just as I am. Rewiring my mind one day at a time. Letting go of those that cause damage to my soul instead of bringing light into it. It is a hard road.. letting go of belief patterns that no longer serve me. I know however that growth and change are extremely difficult and scary… lonely even. I am tired of wearing the mask to fit into your world. To compromise me … for anyone.

I am enough. Perhaps not for most and that is ok. You need not stay if I am not enough or to much… for you.

I have to live with myself every single moment of every single day. I am enough… for ME. ❤️

If you bring my life noise… I will bring myself the quiet… by letting you go.

My life…my boundaries.

I am just ME ❤️ love me for me… or leave.

Simple.