I just don’t have it in me anymore to try with you. As much as I have loved you all these years, I know you are never going to be ready for me.

I think somewhere deep down you love me, yet just not how I want to be loved.

I only have a short time left in this life.

My friends are all I need.

Life is so damn precious and should be lived surrounded by people that love us as we are and not have to fight or prove we are good enough.

Whatever it is you think you will find out there… the person you are searching for… I hope you find it.

You didn’t choose me and I accept that.

I finally feel that.